Sunday 6 May 2012

Memoir Of a Mother....

Dear readers,

I'm just finish cleaning my home. I invited some friends to come over for lunch and we have a chit chat after that... I prepared Kari Ayam, Mix Vegi, Ikan Bakar, Kimchi Soup... and Earl Grey Tea mix with dried roses as our drink. Happy to see they enjoy my humble food. 
Guys, we'll have another round of course.

Late this evening... when I'm alone in the house... while browsing the internet.. Suddenly I saw this picture. A mother and her little daughter. I felt some connection instantly.... why?

Because that little kid reminds me of myself... when I was a little girl I have a photo taken with a pose exactly looks like this and the woman keeps me thinking about my late mother. She was very thin then, she gains some weight only at 50's but with an illness as well.




I miss her cook... her roti canai is better than the one at mamak stall (my late father loves roti canai so much, breakfast apa pun yang arwah mak masak, he will sneak out after that for 'ngeteh" at mamak stall, unless we having roti canai for breakfast, then he'll stay put at home). I'm always craving for her tapai pulut, her serunding kelapa... her ayam masak kicap... her ayam kerisik cili padi, her all and everyhing...... now we put all the blame to my 4th sister for not learning all this from our late mother.. "kan kau tinggal serumah dengan mak dulu, sape suruh tak belajar" we all justified. heheheheeeee.....

Ini bukan rumah kami, tapi dulu rumah kampung memang tiang tinggi-tinggi.
I grown-up in a small humble house in Johor. I can tell that I'm a combination of stubborn, naughty and creative in the same time... hahahaaaa..... I remember her as a strong woman, when I lost my father in an accident, she took all the responsibility to raise her kids. This is what she said bila ada orang bertanya-tanyakan dia, "ah tua dah, nanti kerja nak buat kenduri arwah je...". so tahu lah saya dari mana creative kitorang tu datang.... er.....

A mother created by Allah to love her kids so dearly....

Actually, I wish I can hug her and get a hugs back, kiss her and get a kiss back. Yes I admit that I'm not a good daughter, sometimes we have disagreement. But when I lost her, she leaves a big hole inside my heart. I'm sorry for not being able to give her the best back then. My first and last gift to her is a pair of kain for baju kurung, it was a beautiful print with pretty soft colour. I bought two pairs, one for her and one for me. It was the first baju raya I bought for her with my hard earn money. But Allah loves her more. She leaves us few days before Ramadhan.

Then Hari Raya never be the same like before anymore.



Mak.... I wish I can give you more.. but now, I send you only pray. We'll unite one day. 

Bertuahnya anda kalau ayah dan ibu masih ada. Lebih beruntung jika mereka masih sihat. Berbuat baik dan hormati mereka. Bagi yang berkemampuan, tak salah rasanya berikan mereka yang terbaik. Mereka memang tak meminta. Tapi bukankah bahagia dapat meringankan beban orang tua.

Tanpa diminta... walau tidak kita limpahkan dia dengan wang ringgit, Ibu pasti akan sentiasa mendoakan anaknya. Doa seorang Ibu yang redha terhadap anaknya bakal membukakan segala pintu kebahagiaan, pintu keredhaan dan rahmat Allah, pintu cinta dan kasih sayang seta pintu rezeki seluas-luasnya. Tanggungjawab kita hanyalah menjadi hambanya yang bersyukur.

Sekiranya kini anda sentiasa tercongak-congak, terkira-kira. Biarpun ada keinginan tapi kerana kekangan ekonomi yang terhad membuatkan ada masa ter-miss pulak. Mungkin dah tiba masa untuk berubah. Ambil satu langkah yang berbeza dari orang lain. Lagi pun tak lama lagi Ramadhan akan tiba. Masih ada masa untuk anda lakukan sesuatu. Bahagiakanlah diri sendiri dan keluarga kita.

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Additional income yang meluaskan kemampuan anda membantu Ibu Bapa...
Additional income yang meluaskan peluang anda menambah pahala dengan membantu mereka yang memerlukan... anak-anak yatim.... Ibu tunggal yang sedang terkial-kial cuba membina hidup....
Dan... boleh membantu orang lain yang ingin menambah baik dan menambah nilai kehidupan mereka....
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